I offer this post with intent to help others see a potential.
Am I sick?
More than 20 years ago I lived in small town America. I owned a small business and life was pretty good. Then….one day…one morning when I awoke I felt very sick. (Symptoms= unusual cognitive functions, like LSD without the body high,) I could not drive or deal with customers. As if i had lost all of my mind. If I was driving a car, I would not see any stop lights or other important things. (I stopped driving)
I proceeded to see many western doctors. (Cat scans, sleep studies and 3 months of many other testings.(10 different MDs total) They all say "Sorry No problem found".
They dumped me into the "Chronic Stress Symptom" list. I proceeded to change my diet. However…This did not change my symptoms. Now what?
About 1 year later these symptoms slowly went away. (over 3 months) Eating habits were still good.
Some years later, The old symptoms came back in a flash. Like flood gates had opened and I was overwhelmed. This time…it was slightly different. I was experiencing extreme awakening. Some have called it " A Quickening". I realized then, the first time this happened was an extreme awakening. I was NOT sick. I was not aware of such extremes. If someone had told me I had been awakened, I may have been able to integrate this 25 years ago.
I know there are many folks who are having similar symptoms of cognitive functions and have been diagnosed incorrectly. I believe there are many who have been awakened and do not know it. They are NOT sick!
I publish this as an example of potential. Those healers that may see such symptoms, please allow for "Extreme Awakening" and the fear that may flow from the condition.
*in blessing, out blessing.
Sounds like a misdirected Kundalini energy. An isolated strong stream of energy hitting sensitive areas of the brain or nervous system causing visual distortions, dizziness without pain or body discomfort. Basically the eyes get effected and nothing else, which has happened to me.
Have you read Spiritual Emergency by Stanislav Grof and/or The Stormy Search for the Self by Christina Grof and Stanislav Grof (husband wife team)? I have found both of them extremely wise, helpful, illuminating. Thank you for sharing, brave soul. I hold your space and hand.
Thanks for the notes!
I am fine. I operate all functions in harmony.
Seriously, I have lived here in Heaven for many years.
The above post was directed at Healers and afflicted who may not recognize the "Awakening" in the symptoms.
Thanks again.
*thriving