~ Am I In True Service? ~
One of the biggest challenges I see Lightworkers having is moving out of their complacency. I used to think that I could study spiritual truth and somehow it would magically transform my life, but that’s not how it works.
It’s not enough to want to be more loving, more prosperous, more enlightened. Wanting those things just leaves me wanting and not having. I have learned that the only way for my mind to truly shift, for my heart to open is for me to put Love, compassion and forgiveness into daily practice. Many Lightworkers are extremely lazy when it comes to this.
I used to spend hours and hours and hours every week or month volunteering in service, but I would not spend 30 minutes per day sitting with the Beloved.
Those hours and hours of service were a form of self-medication. They were a way for me to good and feel momentarily full. I received much praise and admiration. My name was on the list of “good people.” Many agreed, I was wonderful and loving and kind. And yet, I always knew that I was volunteering from a place of lack. I was in service as a way to distract myself from contemplating the places in myself where I felt unworthy.
I prayed to see more clearly. I prayed to have a realization of the Christ Consciousness. I was devoted to these prayers. And prayer was answered. I woke up. I took half of those hours of self-medicating service and put them into my time for communion with the Beloved. Everything changed. EVERY thing changed. I am so grateful. I am so deeply and profoundly grateful because in my relationship with the Beloved I have found true fulfillment, true peace, true prosperity. My cup is now full and it runs over and in that overflow I am able to be of real service in the world. I am so grateful. So grateful, so grateful am I.
Affirmation:
I AM in partnership with the Divine! I AM renewed in Love’s embrace! Praise God!



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