Sooooooooo…..
As I sat here today, I wrote 2 blogs on the Chopra family. I was annoyed that they were fueling the anger by being angry, etc, etc. And then I started reading my own blogs to see what they and their situation is actually reflecting in my own field. Well, the jury is still out on all of it, however I did make one HUGE realization.
I expect everyone to accept me in all that I am. I expect people to ALLOW me my process. I expected for the Chopra’s to turn the other cheek to Dorothy Rabinowitz. And here I am, not able to turn the other cheek to allowing them their damn blogs!!!! I mean seriously, WTF?!!! I am sitting here not allowing them their process, or accepting them for who they are in this moment. What a hypocrit I have been. Everyone is perfect. I know this. Does it only apply to me? MAN, I can be ridiculous!!
My apologies are extended to Mallika (who graciously commented on one of my blogs that I took down), Gotham, and Deepak. Go through it. Get angry. Better yet, get entirely PISSED OFF and enjoy it as it is your right. React any way you deem necessary in your own lives for your own evolution and self realization. I love who you are in this moment no matter what your choice is in any matter.
I’m still figuring out what was REALLY upsetting me so much, and as soon as I do, I’ll blog about it.
Thank you also to the Chopra family for allowing me to use them (well okay they didn’t have much of a choice) as a springboard for some much-needed growth of my own.
In humility,
Krissy
About Krissy
"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them; disagree with them; glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."----AMEN!!!! Here's to us Indigos :)
I must say I am EXCITED to be here among all the beautiful souls that share on this incredible website. A little about me...I was an Atheist until I gave birth to my older son, Lukas, 9.5 years ago. The moment I looked into his innocent eyes, I realized there was a God. The paradigm shift was immediate and irreversible. Since then, I've been on a journey and woke up spiritually. I've come to realize I am here to remember. Remember who I am, and what I came to this dimension to do. I am here to help expand the consciousness of the planet and heal the suffering therein. I'm still figuring out my exact role, and feel drawn to serving humanity RIGHT NOW. I'm passionate about my mission (well and EVERYTHING really...lol), and am enjoying my own becoming--becoming who I came here to be. All this while I share my life with, and mostly learn from, the two little oxygen tanks who chose to assist me on my journey. Lukas and Joshua are my little pieces of perfection who when they say mom, no matter the tone, my insides smile that smile only a parent knows. My boys are light's creation, and have the power to bring tears to my eyes with their breath even when they are testing me. And I wasn't having kids...lol, thank GOD someone somewhere saw the idiocy in my thought process and vetoed my original decision (God is so smart) and I became pregnant :) Okay okay I could go on and on and on and on....
I am honored to be part of this site, and be able to interact with all of you who are sharing, caring, projecting peace, and are willing to share with me and be my friend.
Namaste,
Krissy
I'm still figuring out what was REALLY upsetting me so much
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my guess:
1. You are perceiving it as an angry reaction …… and You are trying to live by ideals of "vow for peace" which has been passed on to you through Dr. Deepak. so It hurts you that Your mentor is not living up to the standards of non-violence or peace. (Your perception again)
2. Amount of Setback you are experiencing is not direct but the suppressed anger towards "things not right" as you perceive…
3. Keep on working…..It's really a process for you to explore How our pre-conceived notions and Unconscious mind comes to the surface
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YOu didn't have to remove those blogs of yours….people really wrote some good stuff for your help……..
Hello Krissy………You still didn't write to me how to cook "eggs" for breakfast…..
lol
Don't feel too bad, Krissy. I often find myself perturbed at someone's post in judgement of another. I want to go on and say "Hey! Who are YOU to judge this person? What gives YOU the right to tell someone how to think?" But then I catch myself. Then I think, "Wait a minute! Who am I to judge?". It helps if I give myself time to really SEE the situation instead of reacting from an EGO level. Then I can look at what exactly it is about that person's post that reflects myself and try my best to correct that behavior in ME.
Jatinger,
I removed them because I felt badly about them as if the Chopras weren't going through enough, and also I felt as though the help that I did get was enough for me to get started on with myself. And thank you for your help as always
So insightful. Now the least I can do in return is to help you with those eggs…lol.
Janis,
You are sooooooo right. That is exactly what I was doing. Getting upset with them for getting upset…lol. OH THE INSANITY of it all. Ego ego ego go away. Oh shit, what we resist, PERSISTS. HELP…lol
I appreciate your help!!
Namaste,
Krissy
I meant………
JatinDer
DUH!!!
I try to go down, down, down to the basics of my reaction. In cases like these, it's my need to attack. Everything can be broken down to 2 basic elements of the Illusion. Fear and Guilt. Both stem from our imagined separation from God. In order to accomodate my guilt, I attack another. But I set up a situation with my thoughts in order to attack. Sometimes it is just my PERCEPTION of a situation that becomes the means to attack. But attack always leads to GUILT. So I try to look at my Guilt and Fear issues and realize that the Separation never really happened. It's all an Illusion of the Ego. I am perfect in the eyes of God and so are you!
Namaste!
Dear Krissy,
Be gentle to yourself, and be gentle to every one else as well because they are part of you. Gentleness, kindness and love, that is the essence of your soul, Krissy, I know you, I have touched your soul and you are such a loving healing woman. I smile at your blogs when you beat yourself up because I know how loving you are and how silly it is for you to be upset with yourself. It is also silly for you to be critical of the Chopras for defending themselves from people who are not kind, not gentle and downright mean people who are connected to those who have caused so much bloodshed. Yes I can mention it without sending them any power because I am mentioning it without any anger or emotional connection. It is a judgement yes but not all judgements are bad.
One can judge those who are mean and cruel and who are killers without sending them energy. The only energy I send out is the unified and integrated light of Tiferet and Schechinah. The Divine light of union of the sacred male and female energies. This energy is only healing. How much of it is received is the question? I do not think that those people who hate and kill and are mean to Deepak and other healers ever receive this healing Divine love and light, not because it is not sent to them, it is sent to them. But they do not seem to have a receptor for it.
love and light,
Stuart
http://stuartmarkberlin.com
Stuart,
You stated,
…. "The Divine light of union of the sacred male and female energies. This energy is only healing. How much of it is received is the question?
I do not think that those people who hate and kill and are mean to Deepak and other healers ever receive this healing Divine love and light, not because it is not sent to them, it is sent to them.
But they do not seem to have a receptor for it."
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Here's an alternate view.
As with you, I "send out" a general, non-specific form of Metta or Loving Kindness, but it's not up to me to decide if/when or how it is is to be so-called "received."
As long as we feed the perception of separation between those who are seemingly the most in shadow, we ourselves are feeding the cloud cover, so to speak.
The ego (fear-based perception) gets attached to results. It can also get caught up in feeling self-important in such "sending out." too. New age specialness.
So the best I can choose to belief/perceive is that no loving thought or intent is ever lost — or not received.
Now, is that really true?
I don't know that either: Whatever small glow I intention may or may not "do" anything.
But not allowing the intention is likewise fear-based. So might as well shine some light around anyway.
If nothing else, it is far more aligned with love, healing and inclusion.
That in of itself is honorable.
Philip Steven Knight
CompassionSensuality.Net
http://www.compassionsensuality.net
"The power of kindness is immense. It is nothing less, really, then the power to change the world. " ~ Daphne Rose Kingma
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