Today I was hit with a harsh blow. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to afford rent this month. I’ve spent all my available money on school thinking that I’d still be okay.

I know for certain that school is where I need to be at this time in my life. The financial stress is starting to have an academic impact as well as minor health changes such as sleep disorders. I’m not letting it get me down. I’m trying to use the adrenalin rush to motivate me to think outside the box in terms of generating income.

Still, I’ve applied for an interesting job as a professional blogger promoting the local club scene. I feel that would be an ideal job for me since I’m a night owl and love to write. It’s also a job where I have control over how much I work and how much I put into it. It would allow the flexibility to cut back and/or rearrange things when I have exams or whatever. Fingers crossed!

I’ve also been looking into possibly starting a business. I’m not sure what type of business yet but have been exploring options. I know of a few people who sell crocheted items online and seem to be successful. That’s something I could explore. I also purchased a book awhile back that’s aimed at kids but still applicable – it’s about starting a business using whatever skills or talents the reader may have.

I’m currently caring for my parents’ dog (well, I consider her mine, too). Their neighbours had me care for their two dogs for a few days at Christmas and have asked me to stay for a week or so next month.

I’m going to have to get rid of the cable again. I don’t have a lot of time to watch tv anyhow. Besides, I can catch up online – most major networks show video on their sites.

So, it’s likely good that I’m being forced into thinking creatively. Maybe once I start generating an income and the stress dissipates I’ll be able to appreciate it a lot more.

I’m just so grateful and amazed that this hasn’t got me down. I can’t afford any "down" time. Creative thinking is my motivation. I’ve got a book about how to make my own shampoo, conditioner, soap, lip balm, etc. as well using cheap, easy to find materials. I’ve been using baking soda and vinegar for household cleaning.

There are so many lessons coming at me all at once! School is going to seem like a cakewalk once I figure out how to live!