I always feel that my life is bigger than I can get ahold of. As I attempt to grasp one part of it, deal with it, make progress another part slips out of my reach… I never seem to have the time, the energy, the resolve to deal with it all.
I sometimes feel like I am bailing out the sinking boat with two hands, water constantly flowing through my fingers, losing ground as fast as I gain it. I can’t give up, I have given up before and ended up in a much worse place. Somewhere there is balance, somehow there is a way to get what has to be done, done and leave space for those deeper needs as well.
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