The (God)Dream that never ends

I was a sleep, dreaming of beautiful things. Flying around earth exploring the essence of mother nature. My favorite thing is flying. I love to just float and float.

In this dream I stood on a cliff, The cliff was fairly high, and I looked down. I got that feeling of falling as I always do. My gut cringed into knots. But I had to find out, So I jumped. I let my self go and I jumped off the cliff. Not to kill to myself but to fly.lol

I was going pancake first into the ground then I did that thing I always do when I am falling. I focused. I focused on that one part of my brain or whatever it is, that can always make me fly in my dreams. It is unfortunate that I cant remember how I do it when I wake up, but I do it always in my dreams. So I focused so much that right before the ground hit me I stopped. Not even two inches away from the ground I stopped and hovered over the ground.

I then used my mind to propel my self back to my feet. Every time I choose to fly I always have to let my self go, like just let go and not worry about death or been hurt. I could never just jump up right into the air and fly like superman. I always had to fall back or something – Release.

So anyhow the dream goes on, I am upright and on my feet, I fall back again and focus hard as I have to, while I am falling I start floating again. Now that I am floating in this position I can control what I do, so I want to go higher and higher. I choose to fly in the air up high in the sky. normally I get a terrible cringe in my stomach from heights. But not in my dreams, in my dreams I feel no worry. I know!

During my flight in the air, I have a weird thought. God pops into my head. While I am flying I think of god. I think of…….what is god? In a dream this does not happen very often.

Its so weird to have this thought in my mind while I am having so much fun, but then I go into the thought of god. I go into the existence of god. I go into why god is?

Once my thought grows stronger I find my self in space. Just floating in space and looking at the world. My thought of god increases and I start to get closer to it. I think to the self, "if we are created by god, then what created god?"

If everything is infinite, that what is infinite. If god is everything, then what is everything. Then my mind goes back to what god is. I am back in space and I see the earth. I then see god watching over the earth. Not a man, but something watching layering the earth like a mother to her child. Then I go back to what created god. I see a thing watching over GOD. Then I go into if god created us, then what created god. If god created god, then what created that god that created our god.

It kept going on and on and I could not get out the chain of thought. It kept going higher and higher into the realm of what is. It was so real and so powerful. And at this point in my dream, I am no where to be found. I am gone. in blackness. While thinking or seeing the creation of what god, I brought myself to blackness and was in total darkness. it is lonely, nothing is around, nor my body, nor earth, ntohing. I feel nothing, but darkness around me. I dont panic but I think. I think of god. Why? why am I here. Then it hits me, this is what god feels. God feels? mmmm, i think why would god feel? how could god feel?

I am feeling so god is, god is feeling, so I am. God was lonely. God was alone. This makes sense.

To define what god is, will never stop, because creation is a never ending cycle. In the process of creation life continues into so many realms of existence or experince. Yet to have one thing created by another it then   moves to a higher level of creation thus moving higher and higher. I imagine this is the level of where Buddha and Jesus and all those other beings of higher consciousness want to go. Back home.

When I see the process of creation through my mind, I see a never ending cycle of existence. I see so many different realitys of what is, and how it becomes. When you look at life, it all starts fresh and brand new. It smells beaitful. The process of life progresses into a birth. God progresses into a process of birth.

When life is recreated into physical realms, god become reborn each time into physical relams. This was the answer to gods lonelyness. To become manifest thought. If you look at all the beings of higher consciousness, they strived for one thing. To solve. To achieve one answer for another. And gods answer was to create something so, it would know why it is in existence. To think god is the all mighty is way to easy. To know how great you are,show you are not very great at all. So when god felt that lonlyness, it madea choice. To recreate its self into many realitys of its self.

Only in the process of creation gods still did not experince creation in this manner. So it was in evolution of progression as well. The cnsciousness of god is ever evolving like the consciouness of beings. We are in contant sovling. This is how we reach high consciousness, by solving and questioning our existence. By creating a answer to our questions. By choosing to expand back to our father and mother. Which can be a long route, or a short one. It really depends on, if your ready or not. Are YoU?

I get so excited when I think about what is god. What created god, or why was god created. or even if god created us for experience, then god must’ve been created for experience as well. The paradigm never ends but the knowledge of each creation is infinite. And through each infinite portal of creation does experience reach a beginning again.

That is our goal, that is our dream. That is the dream that never ends. To go back home. And if we reach home, what Next?

-Gene