My biggest problem is depression. It spirals downward from a quick disparaging thought into a full-blown attack of my life is nowhere near where I thought it would be.
So, to both celebrate Halloween and to pull myself away from negative thoughts, I am doing two things.
- Going with a friend to take pictures in a graveyard for a personal project.
- Going to a Halloween party at my best friend’s house.
The first comes as a result of a swap on swap-bot.com, so I’m excited not only to take my pictures, but to receive pictures back from my two partners. I’ve never done a swap like this, and I’m nervous about others not liking my photography, but I decided to join the swap anyway! I think it’s a good step towards branching out.
The second comes from my need to get out of the house. If I’m out, being "forced" to have fun, I’m not sitting at home wawllowing in my dark thoughts. I have most of my costume ready–I just need to get a good "biker chick" t-shirt. I’m thinking of going with Guns ‘n Roses. 
I hope everyone reading this has a wonderful Halloween and a beautiful autumn season. This is my favourite time of the year, so I’m going to make the best of it!
Namaste.
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