he emailed me again…ugh

 

 

and in it see myself

 

as the addict of old

 

as the enabler trying so hard to smooth it over

 

as the controller

 

as the only one in the room speaking the truth and getting no support

 

it is really good for me to see it over and over

 

because it shows me how fruitless the efforts are if the person isn’t sober

 

you can’t reason with a pot head

 

you can’t reason with a drunk

 

they are not in their bodies or minds or hearts

 

they are addicitons

 

walking, talking, bottomless pits of wants and needs

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humbly attempt to be a decent human being each day.

3 Responses to he emailed me again…ugh

  1. beachgirl May 6, 2010 at 10:32 pm #

    (((kristine)))…may*the*force//*\be*with*you…at this difficult time…emails can be beautifully ignored and deleted…

    good luck warrior woman … we are truly powerful as we know who we are…((( //*\ ))) … beachgirl

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  2. aurora May 7, 2010 at 12:48 am #

    There is such kindness in this mirroring life gives us, over and over again… until we realize we are not that. Whatever you have been, you can choose something else. Let go of the old with ease and gratitude, and see the new being born. I see you in joy :)

  3. chooch888 May 7, 2010 at 2:47 am #

    Beachgirl and Aurora …thank you. i have been literally asking myself where is my warrior…where is she….and yes, letting go..it is as easy or tough as i make it. thank you for mentioning that..because it truthfully resonates with me right now. thank you for the support.

    one <3