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By on January 5, 2010 in Balance, Spirituality

I really want to understand my inability to get succeeded at least at some level in this world’s with other humans, in profession that i feel i can live with my own thoughts and i am fine. But every one keeps failing me , don’t know , what is wrong in me that my each relationship with any human is unsatisfactory and they fail me. Whether i accept or do not accept what they say is true, does not change any thing in my life. I feel so un loved, undesirable, not fit for profession,because it has been told to me by my realationships, my work place management. I have been to therapists, psychiatrists to uncover this painful mystrey about my life. I do not find any answers . My problem is i am unable to live my life in rest, i am so restless, looking for rest.
I have CD’s from Deepak Chopra’s collections. Every day before going to work i used to listen and realy believe what he is saying is true, followed, but still failed. I have read the book “ultimate prescription of happiness” . Wrote its almost each line in my notebook to explore each level what its trying to say. Felt better after understanding but what is the use when other still keep finding faults in me. I can not feel better when surroundings i live, i worked , keep rejecting me over and over again. How can be i in peace with that i am unlovable , undesirable person. If i am getting, food to eat and shelter on my head that should be enough for me , ishould think like this,.That has been told over and over again to me. I am 39 yr. old woman, married, with 2 litle kids , Traumatic child hood, adulthood, no loving support from husband,keep loosing my jobs, again lost job.From last yr. i am seeing therapists, psychiarists. Their answer is i am majourly depressed and go to IOPs. Last yr. first time i did it too. It was more mental trauma for me than any hope. I am again referred to IOP. That does not take my soul to rest.Why every one says my situaion is hopeless and i feel so too.I used o believe in Fengshui, God. From last 1-1/2 yr. i don’t believe any more in any thing. I my self in medical field.When it comes to my treatment towards them, they love me, i can see. Then management , intenal politics in office always put me down .
I hope some one anwer me, what is wrong in me. Please some one , i see here so many enlighened people.

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By on May 18, 2009 in Peace

Not at all, but what it definitely does not mean is that this “something” therefore is paranormal or supernatural. Everything occurring in nature is natural and normal and science will find out progressively more about it and eventually, the hope is, everything (TOE, Theory of Everything).

What would really help us is if more of us would try to understand how the world works before we believe someone who pretends to know the unknowable?

 

The sad thing is, if a child has been victimized at a very young age by the parental “true believer syndrome”, chances are s/he will never have the curiosity and desire for evidence needed to understand the world.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Demon-Haunted_World

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  1. garima_2078 May 17, 2009 at 10:54 pm #

    Very true. A good post. Inquiry is a must. I believe the evidence to understand the world perceivable and beyond that is the ultimate quest. The means shall change in perceiving something beyond sense faculties. Is there a method? Do we gain something by reviewing our ancient knowledge, is it something yet to be discovered or something just to be uncovered or simply re-discovered. Whatever it is, following blindly must stop. thanks for posting.

  2. Seek Enlightenment K May 18, 2009 at 7:58 pm #

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By on January 10, 2009 in Peace

Do you think it would be an honor to have a weapon of mass destruction named after you?

 

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  1. garima_2078 May 17, 2009 at 10:54 pm #

    Very true. A good post. Inquiry is a must. I believe the evidence to understand the world perceivable and beyond that is the ultimate quest. The means shall change in perceiving something beyond sense faculties. Is there a method? Do we gain something by reviewing our ancient knowledge, is it something yet to be discovered or something just to be uncovered or simply re-discovered. Whatever it is, following blindly must stop. thanks for posting.

  2. Seek Enlightenment K May 18, 2009 at 7:58 pm #

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By on November 3, 2008 in Parenting & Family

Hello,

My older son, Lukas, is quite the inquisitor (which his mommy LOVES), and he asked me a question I was stumped on.

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"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them; disagree with them; glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."----AMEN!!!! Here's to us Indigos :) I must say I am EXCITED to be here among all the beautiful souls that share on this incredible website. A little about me...I was an Atheist until I gave birth to my older son, Lukas, 9.5 years ago. The moment I looked into his innocent eyes, I realized there was a God. The paradigm shift was immediate and irreversible. Since then, I've been on a journey and woke up spiritually. I've come to realize I am here to remember. Remember who I am, and what I came to this dimension to do. I am here to help expand the consciousness of the planet and heal the suffering therein. I'm still figuring out my exact role, and feel drawn to serving humanity RIGHT NOW. I'm passionate about my mission (well and EVERYTHING really...lol), and am enjoying my own becoming--becoming who I came here to be. All this while I share my life with, and mostly learn from, the two little oxygen tanks who chose to assist me on my journey. Lukas and Joshua are my little pieces of perfection who when they say mom, no matter the tone, my insides smile that smile only a parent knows. My boys are light's creation, and have the power to bring tears to my eyes with their breath even when they are testing me. And I wasn't having kids...lol, thank GOD someone somewhere saw the idiocy in my thought process and vetoed my original decision (God is so smart) and I became pregnant :) Okay okay I could go on and on and on and on.... I am honored to be part of this site, and be able to interact with all of you who are sharing, caring, projecting peace, and are willing to share with me and be my friend. Namaste, Krissy
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  1. garima_2078 May 17, 2009 at 10:54 pm #

    Very true. A good post. Inquiry is a must. I believe the evidence to understand the world perceivable and beyond that is the ultimate quest. The means shall change in perceiving something beyond sense faculties. Is there a method? Do we gain something by reviewing our ancient knowledge, is it something yet to be discovered or something just to be uncovered or simply re-discovered. Whatever it is, following blindly must stop. thanks for posting.

  2. Seek Enlightenment K May 18, 2009 at 7:58 pm #