Since I was young (not that 41 isn’t young), I’ve been able to look at people and feel like I can tell if they’re good or bad. I can definitely tell if someone is doing what’s right just by looking at them. When they talk it only reinforces what I think. Over the last few years I’ve begun to think of it as "seeing". It’s really just closing my eyes, feeling what’s in my heart, and knowing.
I’ve had people I don’t know come up to me and tell me things they know about me and call themselves my kindred spirts. The last guy said another way to tell (above just knowing) was that our hand size would match and it did. I’m now able to sense kindred spirits myself and so far the same logic has applied.
Last year I was rambling to my husband (because I was growing more and more confused about all the coincidences in my life about being able to "see" — he wasn’t listening to me even though he’s a great guy) and a guy just randomly showed up to tell me I wasn’t alone and that I should read "Mutants Down Under". I did, and it helped.
I have lots of friends that are the same as me, but they all look at me as someone who can guide them.
One friend (who isn’t looking for my guidance, only my friendship and thoughts) suggested reading Deepak Chopra – the Way of the Wizard. It’s the thing that’s come the closest to opening up new doors for me. The chapters were a mixture of "DUH" and "WOW". It’s the first book in a long time I’ve read that’s made me feel like someone had something I didn’t know to say (I’m not all that well read because I lead a very busy life…a sick step-daughter who’s 23, autistic sons who are 15, a busy job, etc…)
My problem is finding someone to talk to. My friend is very busy, so while he wants to talk, he doesn’t have the time. I’m really looking for someone who does have the time…mostly just for a thought or two…
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