10 Steps to Find Out What You Want

  Now that you know what to do, click on the steps to find out how: 1. Find out who you are. 2. Choose. 3. Be present to what you are creating. 4. Do not think. 5. Believe what you say you believe. 6. Travel far. 7….

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Find Out What You Want – Step #10

 “Oh you know what you want!” I thought to a friend who, not being in my head, could not hear a thing. You know exactly what you want, you are aware of it distinctly, you can hear yourself telling yourself just what is, only… Only there are…

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Find Out What You Want – Step #9

 “Why does God allow children to suffer and die?” read the question. To which I answered: “Because God sees death as a beautiful transition, not a horrific disaster.” And he responded: “Every torturer sees someone else’s torture and death as beautiful.” And what did I say to…

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Find Out What You Want – Step #7

 “God damn me!” I thought to myself today. We had such a splendid fight today, Chris and I, and I was so right! Oh, I was so sure of it, too, sitting in my studio, mulling over what he said and what his problem was and how…

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Find Out What You Want – Step #6

 Yeah, screw that! Really! I know that I should be writing an inspiring story here about how wonderful it is to change, and see, and discover … blah, blah blah! It isn’t wonderful. It sucks. It’s hard and makes you unsettled, uprooted and homesick. I am homesick,…

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