In order to manifest that which will bring you fulfillment, joy, purpose and abundance, it is necessary to understand the steps that will allow such things to come into your life with purpose. Take a moment with open mind to view these steps to creating your new bountiful future.
Once upon a time I lived a life which was led by Spirit. For an all too brief moment in time, living in present moment awareness, witness to the miraculous on a daily basis. I retreated within myself to nurse some wounds, failed to care for myself and my spirit through journalling, daily meditation and other healing ways I had incorporated into my life. I have spent a great deal of time cut off from Source. As I write this last sentence, I feel deep sorrow and grief. Time does not heal all wounds, that is for sure, not unless we allow the healing to take place.
The confusion I feel about my life right now stems from not being connected. I know it and I know that I am the only one keeping myself from that connection. Forgiveness is at the heart of this disconnect. I must forgive. Forgive & release the past, saving myself from drowning in my sorrow and never living in the present moment again. Perhaps I will never understand why I had the experiences I had, why the losses & difficulties seemed to grip me all at once, at least not in this life. But I know that life is brief and that all we have is the present moment . . . & I would really like to live again.
It is my Intention to put my attention on releasing the past, forgiving myself and moving on back into the present moment. When I can do that again, I will attract the teachers and experiences which will assist me in continuing on my journey & mission. I know that Spirit has never abandoned me but that in my grief, depression and despair I have ceased to recognize or care to recognize the teachers and opportunities upon my path which would have helped me go forward. I am ready to release my sorrow and any attachment I may have on the moments in time in which I remain a prisoner . . . I release my life back into the hands of Spirit and allow healing to wash over me and reawaken me to the beauty and miracle that is this life in the present moment once again.