Here I am
Where is here?
Is here this place?
or is here the thoughts here?
Is here this body?
or is here what this body feels?
Is this a place?
Is this a body?
Is this a thought?
Is this a consciousness?
I am here
But what am I?
Am I this body?
or am I occupying this body?
Am I this here?
or am I the consciousness of here?
And what is here?
What I see?
What I think?
What I feel? Or,
What I remember?
All those change,
so does here change?
Do I change?
What doesn’t change?
If there is a no changing,
and I do change
Why do I change?
Why am I not the same?
Why is here always changing?
Why does the changing remain?
Whatever I am,
I experience the changes
I see the changes
I feel the changes
I recognize the changes
and I remember the changes
I am changing
Yet I am always here,
I am always changing
So what am I?
Maybe consciousness is conscious of itself,
it must be; it is consciousness
If I consider everything to be me,
then I am everything
If I am everything,
then I am the consciousness of everything
If I am the consciousness of everything,
then I am conscious of everything
But why here?
Why am I conscious of being conscious of this consciousness?
and not conscious of being conscious of other consciousness?
or am I conscious of other consciousness?
by default of thought that it must be so?
By thought that I am conscious of other consciousness?
then why am I not aware?
Why am I here and not aware of other consciousness?
Or maybe this here is simply the consciousness of being conscious of this consciousness
And so this here is this consciousness.
I asked why.
Why Am I conscious of being conscious of this consciousness?
Because I am conscious of this consciousness,
And conscious of being this consciousness
If everything here is me,
And I am everything,
And being everything, I am conscious of everything,
And being conscious of everything, I am the consciousness of everything
That is why I am conscious of being conscious of this consciousness
Because I am here
Maybe there is no other consciousness,
Maybe there is
And maybe there is a consciousness here that is conscious of other consciousness
But I am here,
And here I am conscious of this
Here I am conscious of this consciousness
The answer to the puzzle is silent,
The answer is a consciousness
If I am the consciousness of the answer,
then I am not conscious of this consciousness
For this consciousness is not conscious of the consciousness of the answer to the puzzle
but I am conscious of the answer,
and I can be the consciousness of the answer
Now why am I conscious of this consciousness?
and not of the answer?
But I am conscious of the answer consciousness
I am just this consciousness of being conscious of this consciousness
whilst conscious of the answer consciousness
Am I, this consciousness?
a part of the answer consciousness?
Am I the answer consciousness and so the consciousness of being conscious of the answer consciousness?
or am I the answer consciousness because I am aware of the answer consciousness?
Or am I, this consciousness,
apart from the answer consciousness?
Am I apart?
or maybe I am the answer consciousness
But I am not
or am I?
I know the answer consciousness
I am aware,
I let that be my guide
The answer consciousness
I am the consciousness of here,
always the consciousness of
I can allow the consciousness of being this consciousness
Doing so I can allow even greater consciousness,
or more so a happy consciousness
Embracing and allowing
Being Okay with this consciousness
Yes because I am?
Or yes because I want to?
Yes because it is happiness?
Or yes because I have to?
Who said I have to?
And who is I?
So all that I am
is this consciousness,
And this consciousness is me
But what about the answer consciousness?
That’s the answer consciousness
That’s the answer consciousness to the question I pose
I, this consciousness
So now what?
Well I like this consciousness
I enjoy it, celebrate it
I now embrace it
So why leave?
And why ask to leave?
Why ask the answer consciousness?
Why then be the answer consciousness, now?
It will always be, it remains the same
It will always be here, just as here is always here
Unless this consciousness itself, I, turn into answer consciousness
this consciousness, I, do not have to turn to answer consciousness.
And maybe it is time in this consciousness that isn’t conscious of the answer consciousness
Maybe it is just time that poses the question
Maybe releasing time, releases the question
and maybe the release is the consciousness of becoming conscious of answer consciousness
But I am always consciousness and so both here and answer consciousness.
I don’t know it because I know time,
I am not conscious of both simultaneously
And why is there time then?
Is time the enemy?
Is time the cause of consciousness that is conscious of separation?
Or is time the consciousness of separation?
The answer consciousness is infinite,
and so everything,
and so the consciousness of time also
And so consciousness of time is also conscious of the answer consciousness
And so I am also
And that explains it
Time is answer consciousness
and time is consciousness of time,
and consciousness of time being conscious of time
So time is answer consciousness as I am answer consciousness
Now what was the question?
It seems the question finds its answer
The question consciousness becomes the answer consciousness
or the two blend into one, and then the two are no longer
And then I birth either or and then it finds its pair once more
It seems I blend both,
It seems I am the blending
Then the blending is a part of this consciousness
Then the blending is part of me
Then I am blending also
Then I am question consciousness, finding answer consciousness
Then I am becoming the answer consciousness
Then I, as this consciousness, am blending with the answer consciousness
Then I and answer consciousness are one
Then I and answer consciousness are no longer
That is why the answer is silent
The answer is here, but also not
The answer is,
but once an answer,
this is no longer
I know the silence,
it is the answer
But once the answer enters this consciousness and integrates fully
then this consciousness and answer consciousness cease
and only silence,
And silence is silence to this consciousness
Silence is silent
Silence is Silence
Almost silent, yet to be silent
Yet to be silence
Here I am